Thursday 13 September 2007

running up that hill

it doesn't hurt me. do you want to feel how it feels? do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me? do you want to hear about the deal that i'm making? you, it's you and me. and if i only could, i'd make a deal with god, and i'd get him to swap our places.
you don't want to hurt me, but see how deep the bullet lies. unaware i'm tearing you asunder. there is a thunder in our hearts, baby. is there so much hate for the ones we love? tell me, we both matter, don't we? you, it's you and me. it's you and me, we won't be unhappy.

it does hurt me. the distance, the loneliness. it does hurt. all the anticipation, hope and let-down. frustration. i've been waiting for you. it's been 5 years. and i'm still waiting. you never came. please. now is the time. i need to find you, i'm afraid of the things i might do, i can't be alone. you will be here, i won't be zero anymore.

1 comment:

pansy said...

bu sarkiya bayiliyorum.
kalp.