Thursday 19 November 2009

every second i'm without you i'm a mess


Bugün astroloji dolu bir gün geçirip doğum haritama baktıktan sonra soulmate'imin büyük ihtimalle Boğa burcu olacağını fark ettim. Çok ilginç, beklemiyordum bunu.


Dide'ye mesaj atarken hayatımda çok önemli yeri olan insanların 3 yılda bir karşıma çıktığını fark ettim. Daha 1 yılım olmasın lütfen, böyle şeylerin ihtiyaca göre olması gerekmez mi?


Yarın aylar öncesinden biletini almış olduğum tek film olarak New Moon var. Heyecanla bekliyoruz.


Ben de Bella gibi adrenalin çılgınlığına soyunup Quadrophenia modunda Vespa'mpla bir adet cliff of Dover bulup atlasam beklediğim insanın sesini duyar mıyım acaba kafamda?

Wednesday 18 November 2009

london hates you. i hate you even more

I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
And the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.

Don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious, you do not warrant long goodbyes.