It wasn't supposed to be like this. Not this perfect. It was supposed to be a boring day, one we would try to find something to talk about to cover up the weird silence. How on earth could it even be so perfect? Our longest conversation was like 10 sentences on msn before that day. I had never expected for a silly Last.fm shout -I think it was something like "hello neighbour"- to turn out like this. It was TOTALLY perfect. We're perfect :) I wish we lived in the same city or something, or at least the same country maybe. We could go to shows and drink lots of Heineken beers and play 'I never' and stuff. You would be my almost best friend or neighbour or whatever:) You don't have to freak out, it's just that for no reason at all I feel SO happy to have met you. Tres happy :) We should definitely meet again. I really feel bad about those beers though, I completely forgot to pay because I thought I'd see you again that night in Paradiso. And I had to go through sooooooooo much trouble to find Paradiso, you wouldn't believe it. There I was asking people where it was, and they were hitting on me and actually people had no idea where it was. And by the end of the night I was really drunk/high, coffeeshops rule and that weird dark beer we had actually sucked. I loved holding your hand by the way, I love being all huggy and kissy with people, holding their hands and stuff. You could call me a touchy person, I guess.
Going out to meet my friends in Alsancak tonight, I totally missed them a lot. I have 5 days before I leave for Istanbul for the Rock'n Coke Festival. I'm in such a The-Knife-mood right now.
i heard you for the first time on the radio
when i was going somewhere in a car
oh you touched my heart
I love that part of You Take My Breath Away.
PS: ece, does the "fuck life" thing sound familiar? :) love you.
