İngiltere'ye döndüm, odamda sessiz sakin oturuyorum, evde yine parti var, bütün Willows Court toplanmış sanırım, kalkıp aşağı inesim, sosyal insan olasım yok hiç. Alkaline Trio çalıyordu aşağıda, ben de Alk3 moduma girdim birden.
Efe'yle şarkımızdı Sorry About That, kötü hissettim birden o şarkının sözleri bana artık başkasını hatırlattığı için, genelde şarkıları tek bir insanla özdeşleştirip o insan aklımdan/kalbimden çıktıkça bir daha pek dinlemem çünkü. Üzgünüm, son 1 yıldan fazla zamandır hem onun hem de benim deneyişlerimize rağmen bir türlü varlığını kendi varlığımdan ayıramadığım o insana gelsin bu şarkı, yanında olup sana sarılıp seni mutlu edemiyor olmamı unutturur belki sana.
it hasn't been that long since we drank to the sunset, until it was gone.
and down with it went our pain and fear, as we slowly broke contact more and more, with every beer.
and we passed out in each other's arms, both admitting we'd never felt better.
never felt so warm.
but awoke in each other's eyes, without wearing a stitch of clothing.
we were both deeply in disguise.
and maybe i just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted.
in my own special selfish way.
and if i hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted.
hell knows where your heart would be today.
maybe with me.
seems like it's been so long since we kissed through the darkness, until it was dawn.
up with it came our pain and fear that we'd already lost each other.
we both knew that the end was near.
maybe i just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted, in my own special selfish way.
and if i hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted, hell knows where your heart would be today.
maybe with me.
maybe with me.
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