elise, believe i never wanted this

The Cure-A Letter to Elise dinliyorum. Sözlükte bu şarkı için yapılan bir yorum var, kesinlikle katıldığım. "Acıtır, her daim acıtır..". 2005 Rock'n Coke'ta The Cure sahnedeyken, ve bu şarkı çalarken, yağmurun yağdığını, bana hep bu şarkıyı hatırlatan insanı, o görmesin diye arkamı dönerek ağladığımı, gözümün önünde olup artık hayatımda olmayışına dayanamayarak The Cure bitmeden çadıra koştuğumu hatırlıyorum.

oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

oh elise it doesn't matter what you do
i know i'll never really get inside of you
to make your eyes catch fire
the way they should
the way the blue could pull me in
if they only would
if they only would
at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else
that hides away
from me and you
they're worlds to part
with aching looks and breaking hearts
and all the prayers your hands can make
oh i just take as much as you can throw
and then throw it all away
oh i throw it all away
like throwing faces at the sky
like throwing arms round
yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do

elise, believe i never wanted this
i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises
i thought you were the girl i always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out...

Seni çok özlüyorum, Elise.
Ve çocukluğumuzu.